Its been long time since I have posted.. Guess its time i constantly update my blog .... Yea my birthday just passed not too long ago... Let me see ... 3 days ago ? Yea ... Im 1 year older and 1 year closer to entering a M18 show ... ^^ I swear when Im exactly 18 next year Im going to rush into a M18 show straight ... The week passed quite smoothly ... Other then getting caught for skipping GP lecture .. Nothing much really happened ... Im not angry at anyone for the punishment meted out for skipping lecture ... I knew it was my fault ... Learning is part of growing anyway ^^ .... As for Saturday ... Was hauled along to watch the NDP at the last minute by Clarence ... It was a really enjoyable experience although it was super duper last minute .... I didn't even have a chance to decline it .... Went on later to meet Zheng Guang and Dez ... Spend my whole Saturday on fun and joy ... No study done T_T ... Now comes Sunday ... Spend most of the time playing Maple ... Im like OMG im getting addicted to this game ... Self control is what I need ... Hope I have the willpower to control myself ... I will after i get my pan lid =D hehe .... Now for my reflections ... I seem to have this really bad feeling that she likes someone in the class and that someone likes her as well ... My 6th sense tingling ? Accurate ? I don't really know ... People keep asking me don't I feel jealous ... Im lying if I say Im not but what good does it do feeling jealous ? I can't stop anyone from liking her as well ... The only thing I can do is to help myself to change her heart ... Seriously I don't want to touch her anywhere except her heart ( No Obscene thoughts intended ) .... She seems more comfortable talking to me now ... Is that a good sign or is it otherwise ? No one knows except her ..... Really missing you very much ... I wish you could sit down with me and let me talk to you the whole day through ....
